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		<title>Goodbye For Now</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2008 00:30:51 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[In The Jaws Of Black Dogs]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve decided after going through a lot that I&#8217;m going to move my blog address.  This is mostly due to the fact that I realize that I need complete anonymity for me to write my true feelings without hurting my family.  For those of you who read this anonymously, I hope you&#8217;ll find my new [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=58&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>The Holiday</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 19:11:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[After I crashed huge last week, Hubby was having a harder and harder time managing to keep his emotions in check. It came to a boiling point on Monday evening, so we decided that we both needed a small break. Hub went to stay with some family for a few days while my Mom came [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=51&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Memories &amp; Lyrics</title>
		<link>http://arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com/2008/05/17/memories-lyrics/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 18 May 2008 01:49:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8230;I&#8217;m standing at the window, looking out at the beautiful Spring colours. How do I know they&#8217;re beautiful? From memory, because everything in my world is black and white, various shades of grey, but never, never colour. The sun sets on the beautiful scenery and I can&#8217;t see it. I&#8217;m being chased in my mind [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=50&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Natural High</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 10:21:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[As I type this, I&#8217;m huffing and puffing, red cheeked and out of breath, my heart is racing, my body is aching from head to toe, I&#8217;m drenched in sweat, shuddering with fright, the Seroquil has my body almost asleep as my anxiety fights it, and my mind is in this semi-lucid euphoric state that&#8217;s [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=48&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Numbed</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 08:40:05 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[For the last few days, I&#8217;ve been in a drugged stupor, struggling just to make my body move and get through the day. The good thing is that this leaves a lot less time for me to focus on the fucked up thoughts floating around my brain. The drugs are like a blanket that covers [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=47&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>And Today&#8217;s letter is the letter &#8216;B&#8217;</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 May 2008 10:56:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been so fucked up lately, I don&#8217;t even know what to write. Hubby took some great pics of Munchkin last night so I thought I&#8217;d post one of those. How can you not smile at that sweet little face?<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=44&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Realization&#8230; (Quote)</title>
		<link>http://arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com/2008/05/06/realization/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 07 May 2008 04:33:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;And suddenly, as he noted the fine shades of manner by which she harmonized herself with her surroundings, it flashed on him that, to need such adroit handling, the situation must indeed be desperate.&#8221; ~ Edith Wharton (From &#8220;The House of Mirth&#8220;)<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=43&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Fear</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 06 May 2008 11:43:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m scared. For no reason and for every reason. I don&#8217;t understand. Yesterday the sun was shining&#8230;two blue jays fluttered past my window and as I looked out, a fresh breeze swept the sweet smell of freshly mown grass into the room and I was happy. It was the first time in forever since I [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=42&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>My Odyssey</title>
		<link>http://arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com/2008/05/04/my-odyssey/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 11:13:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Over the past several nights I&#8217;ve found myself unable to sleep and so trying to entertain myself in any way possible until I can finally pass out on the couch. I&#8217;ve taken up reading Homer&#8217;s Odyssey, and find that although I&#8217;ve read it thrice before, it is taking on much more meaning to me this [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=41&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>The Birds</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 02 May 2008 09:55:46 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My stepmother was always said to be an avid animal lover. She even spent a time working at the humane society, picking up strays mostly. We always had at least one dog while I was growing up. (As a side story &#8211; when I wanted a guinea pig, my dad made me go to the [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=arisefromtheashes.wordpress.com&amp;blog=3375788&amp;post=40&amp;subd=arisefromtheashes&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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