Natural High

As I type this, I’m huffing and puffing, red cheeked and out of breath, my heart is racing, my body is aching from head to toe, I’m drenched in sweat, shuddering with fright, the Seroquil has my body almost asleep as my anxiety fights it, and my mind is in this semi-lucid euphoric state that’s penetrated with fear. Panic is starting to take over…BUT

I just walked my dog. Fuckin’ eh.